Im in the Black of my Life.
Bad Bad Luck am having !~~
Recently lack of cash, but God keep let me spending !! This is my faith ? my destiny ? Why can have wealthy life ? Why i keep having money issue. Lack of cash Lack of everything.
I spending lot and lot, spending on every single person i care the most, i spending on my career. unfortunately i have no return. Just like investing in a dead market. No hope, nothing !!!
Im cant stop here and blame my faith, my destiny. I have to do something about it. I keep on getting up, whenever i falling. So, i cant give up now. I have to find the way out from maze, find the way out from darkness within me.
I know, we cant hope and wait for someone to guide you out. However, I will wish to have a slightly hope about it. Because, without guide-line. We might get lost, or ran in the wrong direction or path.
Even thou, I spend RM20k+, when we together. My car broken down, and spending more then RM600 to rescue and save my car. I Spending to get started on my career by getting a brand new netbook.
Whenever I seen my bank account balance, I will always running out of mood. Seeing the amount from RM45k drop below RM10k. From the beginning, I just worried that i cant get a house. Now ? I keep on worried, how do i get a house ?
I hope for a return from her, just an appreciate that what i have done to her. Given everything, my time, my life, my wealth to save her when she falling down the crack. I just want she being honest and sincere to me. That only thing i need from her.
Today 4.1.12 !!! I will start my build up things, development of my management database. I will start posting and marketing on Thursday or Friday !!
Wish me Luck, I need to get rid my Bad Luck & adsorb Good Luck !!!
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