About My Star

I have my life with a Star that used to be Good 

I know her from last year.
When I have feeling with the Star ?
Its actually long ago, but she dint know..
(Maybe)

Im Happy that i know her. But Sad in the end.

(Sad Ending)

Because i feel like im being used/cheated by her.

because of this, I dint talk with her before.

Since February or March this year.

However, I tried to be friend with her back

Since July.
When that time, she already being chased

As my information, she accepted him in September.

(already suspected)

I dont care she rejected me, croz i can keep on trying.

The most problem is ..

She lie to me ... and not just once ..

Maybe she dint know about my feeling that being cheated

She dint know how many time i being cheated too.

(I dont know what she think)

Im really curious.. why she can accept a person

that she just know for short period?

and also curious.. why she accept that guy

The most curios is.. why she ask me do what.

I also done for her..

(this is the point that make me feel IM STUPID)

If i know u have bf, and i willing to do

without blaming ...

But, I DINT KNOW HE EXISTING.

Even if i know u already accepted him.

I wont do anything stupid.

its make me look idiot, as a 3rd party.

Recently,

I Just know, she every night talking with the boy.

everytime we meet, 

the boy know about it.

(im just dumb ass that dont know anything)

Yesterday she asked

"Can we still be friend"

Guys, tell me how to answer this question ?

Im question you back.
if a guy u like, he actually got gf.

will you be his friend ?

From Past To Present.

every girls that i met, its totally disappointed me.

But Honestly, i will waiting her reply & forgive her.

(am i stupid ?)

Anyway how, i think she will never choose me.

Who every you choose, Just good luck to you.

DONT LIE TO YOUR BF !!!
YOU WILL HAVE YOUR REVENGE !!!
(lolx .. im curse her ? haha)

Feel even pain, that saw her talk sweet with him
I will scare that I pain too much.
and just remove her in FB.

just wanna tell my star.

I REALLY SERIOUS ON YOU

Although i angry, but dont know why.
I still wish you changed.
be with me ...

Its hard to tell me, you truly sorry ? =(